Crossroads and crossed emotions

Crossroads and crossed emotions

Looking to move ahead…to another level

But an angel in my path

Is she stopping me?

Is she here to take me higher?

I ask the Masters and Guides

They say she’s a gift

I want to jump into the abyss

And take the path to nowhere

Would she let me?

Death is good, but near death is better

Why am I yearning for it?

Why do I want to be sure?

When I advise faith for all

Would I be ashamed of writing this?

Or would I look back with fondness?

Time will tell

But I need to go

Time for me to move on

Breaking away is difficult

How do I crack the shell?

And look within!

One path looks like two

Honey coated confusion

Limbo is desirable

For if the paths are really two

The choice will sting

Why this?

Why now?

What’s she teaching me?

Who’s this angel?

Violins are screaming in pain

Flutes are bleeding

When the drum beats

It’s time to move on

Death is fleeting

Death you can’t beat me

For I am coming back

After seeing the heavenly carnival

Garish and gruesome are the costumes

The gods are glorious

They bid farewell

All but one angel

Who is meant for me to keep

But to what end,

I have no clue